My dream
His blond soft wavy hair is fluffy and reaches only to the nape of his neck. His fair skin and ice blue eyes would resemble those of a baby angel if it wasn’t for his 70s porn-star-inspired mustache. When I first saw his eyes, the distinctive Latvian or maybe...
What for bird am I?
Numbed wings – the sky is calling to me.My wings ache and do not move with will.I see you fly away, and a red thread hangs from your leg.Emptiness – hot and cold, I decide.I stay here and saddle the possible. I settle in it.The unknown darkness embraces me...
Passed by
I let the dress fall to the floor. I felt his gaze slide down my back and how he sighed at the curve above my ass. I took off my bralette over my head and took off my underwear a little clumsily. I turned and looked at him. The...
Two magnets
Two magnets, drawn to each other. A portent sent to one but missed the other. One page at two timelines. Let’s peek into their thoughts… Her In the darkness of the night, I look out the window. Strangely, there is no moon but I am reminded of you. Almost...
There
My soul is constantly changing, as are the ideas that gush out of it like blood from a deep wound. This fluid creativity, this pressured creation – the only things that keep me whole. The hydraulic system that fills the mechanics of my body. With the expression of my...
Beauty matures.
The rose does not bloom on the same day you sow it. And it does not fade the moment it unfolds. Everything’s time. Human time in which one cannot see with the naked eye what is happening. In fact, everything happens every minute. There is an event at any...
Connections, the universe, and you – what’s the common ground?
Two worlds colliding when I’m with you,A voice is rising so, so high We come to life when we’re in perfect harmony. Now I know why letting go is so difficult for me. Look at the featured image – that’s the last painting I made in the Netherlands. I...
Why is chaos good for us?
We all go through periods of nothingness, of weightlessness, of uncertainty and of void. They’re the periods right after something ends and something new is about to begin – right after high school or university graduation, the months before a wedding, that hole in-between job or career switches, the...
I’m afraid
Wanna be, wanna be, wanna be your man… It’s like I can hear a choir serenading me. But I’ve turned my gaze to the only one who cares about himself – not because he rejected me, but because he embodies who I want to be. Self-sufficient. To put myself...
On (Self)Love
When you are born a woman, you have many people commenting on your appearance – how beautiful or ugly you are, thin or fat, whether you have pimples on your face, whether you remove your leg hair, etc. It all starts as a baby and intensifies greatly during puberty,...